new start and life goals

Hello There,

Welcome to my daily , beauty , and random blog

As written on the side , my name is Imelda Clarrisa and this is my xxth blog , I do have a lot of blog before but I rarely update it because I'm so freaking busy before and I make a new one as the new start.

I HAVE A LOT OF THINGS THAT I WANT TO WRITE ,
But I don't know what to start ... err maybe first I will tell about my life goals.

1. Real Ulzzang

In 3 years I occasionally participate in Ulzzang contests,  if you ask what is ulzzang ,

"Ulzzang true definition is "best & "face" = best face in korean. They are basically people with above average looks, sometimes with the use of photoshop and haduri who post their pics online, some becoming internet celebrities."

( thanks God urban dictionary )

And I won in several contest, but sometimes I kinda lazy to participate in Ulzzang contest. Because there a lot of people who’s joining the competition ask their friends to like their own photo, I admit that I did that too before, but I won’t do such thing again. It’s so unfair.

So starting from now I make a new life goal, that I will play fair in Ulzzang contests. But to think again , I’m not an Ulzzang, I’m not even fit to be an Ulzzang. But I will try as hard as I can.

 2. Losing weight

Okay this is maybe a normal goal, I did lose 12 kg in 3 months before but WTF i gained about 7 kg in 5 months because I stopped going to the gym . And I promise to myself that I will lose 12 KG again. This is maybe freaking hard, because when I was losing 12 kg before, I got a lot of stress, only focused on losing weight AND I DON’T EVEN DARE TO EAT MORE THAN 400 CALORIES but now I even eat more than 1000 calories FML.

I won’t tell about my starting weight, because it’s kinda hard to believe that I reach such weight. I will tell it later after I reach my goal weight.