Make-Up Haul in Singapore

I went to Singapore on May 18 to May 22 with my friends, It's actually a funny story that we had a plan to go together. And here our photo before we depart to Singapore ! The awkward moment that one of my friend's mother called my Cinderella because of my clothes , thanks dad for choosing my outfit...

And yes ! 4 girls , 4 boys , (winnie's boyfriend younger brother didn't join us)

Otome Game ( Part 1 )

Because I don't have life beside go to the gym every day, so I'm playing games and I don't feel like wasting my time. And my favorite genre is Otome Games ~ !

An otome game (乙女ゲーム otome gēmu, lit. "maiden game") is a video game that is targeted towards a female market, where one of the main goals, besides the plot goal, is to develop a romantic relationship between the female player character and one of several male, or occasionally female characters. This genre is most established in Japan, and is generally made up of visual novels and simulation games (particularly dating sims).

Thank you Based God Wikipedia.

In a short explanation of Otome Game is DATING SIMULATION GAMES , and I don't have a boyfriend. But I do have my virtual boyfriends from Otome Games ! Virtual boyfriends are so awesome, here is the pro's:

• I don't have to reply their messages every minutes.
• Even though I'm ugly/fat/anti-social/etc he will still love me !
• I will find my prince charming in this game ( that does not exist in the real world )

But that's mean

ME = FOREVER ALONE

Really sad fact lah ... And the crazy fact there is a Japanese man marries with his virtual girlfriend wtf ... I don't understand why ... I know my virtual boyfriends are perfect but ... I can never think of marrying them ! They are living in different dimensions, same like me and all my oppa(s).

FAT FAT FAT

I have a small figure of body because I'm short , and I'm petite and I don't really hate it ( maybe a little )
and here is the explanation of petite based on wikipedia;

In fashion and clothing, a petite size is a standard clothing size designed to fit women of shorter height, typically 160 cm (5 ft 3 in) or less.

I'm around 5 ft ( 152~153 cm), and I'm almost the shortest girl in my class
My foot size is 21.5 cm / 35 / 3 , It's really difficult to find nice shoes in my size 
But , MY WEIGHT DEFINE ME AS A PIG. THE PETITE PIG.

I really love foods, especially Indonesian food and Japanese food, oh don't forget fast food too but who doesn't love food ? Unfortunately, I gain weight easily... yeah ... sad fact and another sad fact I lost 12 kg but I gained about 7 kg. FML FML FML WHY DID I EAT LIKE A PIG? WHY ? WHY?

So after that sad facts , I must go on a diet but It's really hard to get motivated to lose weight. Yeah ... it's really hard... But I still need to lose weight, and ... I lost 3 kg in one week. How can I do that? It's a secret ! No lah ~ I will tell you !

• I go to the gym everyday and burn about 300~500 calories / day. 
• I count my daily calories intake.
• I drink a lot of water.

And I cook my own food, but sometimes I'm too lazy to cook so I cheat and make a instant food . And I found some low calories instant foods, you can find it at supermarket/minimarket in Indonesia ( or Jakarta ?)

• Bihun Rose Brand / Angel Hair Rose Brand ( really lame name I know ) - 200 calories
• Super Bubur ( Beef Floss / Abon Sapi ) - 200 calories
• Tropicana Slim Low Fat Noodle - 230 calories
• Energen Oat Milk - 90 calories
• Miso Soup - 30 calories 
• Yam Mixed Cereal - 150 calories

I have a long list, but I forget how many calories in it, so I'll update it later on ! It's not healthy but It's work after all . 

new start and life goals

Hello There,

Welcome to my daily , beauty , and random blog

As written on the side , my name is Imelda Clarrisa and this is my xxth blog , I do have a lot of blog before but I rarely update it because I'm so freaking busy before and I make a new one as the new start.

I HAVE A LOT OF THINGS THAT I WANT TO WRITE ,
But I don't know what to start ... err maybe first I will tell about my life goals.

1. Real Ulzzang

In 3 years I occasionally participate in Ulzzang contests,  if you ask what is ulzzang ,

"Ulzzang true definition is "best & "face" = best face in korean. They are basically people with above average looks, sometimes with the use of photoshop and haduri who post their pics online, some becoming internet celebrities."

( thanks God urban dictionary )

And I won in several contest, but sometimes I kinda lazy to participate in Ulzzang contest. Because there a lot of people who’s joining the competition ask their friends to like their own photo, I admit that I did that too before, but I won’t do such thing again. It’s so unfair.

So starting from now I make a new life goal, that I will play fair in Ulzzang contests. But to think again , I’m not an Ulzzang, I’m not even fit to be an Ulzzang. But I will try as hard as I can.

 2. Losing weight

Okay this is maybe a normal goal, I did lose 12 kg in 3 months before but WTF i gained about 7 kg in 5 months because I stopped going to the gym . And I promise to myself that I will lose 12 KG again. This is maybe freaking hard, because when I was losing 12 kg before, I got a lot of stress, only focused on losing weight AND I DON’T EVEN DARE TO EAT MORE THAN 400 CALORIES but now I even eat more than 1000 calories FML.

I won’t tell about my starting weight, because it’s kinda hard to believe that I reach such weight. I will tell it later after I reach my goal weight.